UGH.

Sometimes I wonder if it is best to isolate myself from everyone. I know isolation is definitely worse rather than better.
I am a complete idiot sometimes, well most times.
I don't exactly know where this is headed.

I am mixed in some awful emotions, and I really just feel like being a child again. I feel like laying my head on my grandpa. My favorite man.


Look, you know who you are. You know how I feel about you. I care about you a lot, and you mean a lot to me. You are the most intelligent person I know, and I could say so much more, but through a blog it sounds silly. You're incredibly sweet and considerate. Your faith is contagious, and I feel safe when I talk to you. I hope you know I'm not trying to ruin anything, but I sometimes feel I do.<3