Saturday, December 8, 2007

Swallowed In The Sea

I am on the phone with Alek and he is telling me how they went shopping today at PacSun and his dad was trying on hats and in all seriousness said "I should get one of these hats" and Alek replied with "you're freaking 50 years old".

Today I'm in this weird train of thought where I am thinking of everyone my age and myself and I came to conclusion that we all just want love and acceptance. Okay, now that that is established what are we going to do about it? We may not like each other and some of the things we do, but bottom line we all want love and to feel cared about. I think it's about time that (me included) it's time to suck up our pride and just love.

God did something really cool today. I've been seeing people in different perspectives, and though I may not agree with with everyone I'm learning about relationships and friendships, and everything is so beautiful. It's times like that when I can feel the beauty of life in its purest form. I am such a sensitive stubborn little girl and have a lot to mature in before I start things in certain areas of my life- but now I'm seeing why God does things in my life. Ha, I look back and kind of chuckle how I thought God had left me. There are also times when I wonder why I don't have a boyfriend, and I've now learned I can't yet have my time be consumed when I still haven't seen all there is to see in this season that God wants me to grow in. I'm not ready to give my time to someone. When someone does come along I want to give them all the time and everything they deserve, but as for now I've got a lot of growing up to do.

Goodnight.

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