Chills

(Get ready for the most misunderstood blog entry)

I am being revisited by an old enemy. 

Obviously I've done this to myself because, don't enemies only visit unless you invite them?

Of course this is metaphorically speaking.

Last night with a good friend of mine we went out for coffee and the whole time analyzed the female mind and men. Why is it that we think (as girls) we can change the boy that we like? Maybe change him for the better or possibly even... the worst? And why is it that we complain that boys play games with our hearts, when we do the same to them? I am by no means saying that I am perfect at this whole relationship thing, but when I think about it, there's so many components and and factors to a relationship. I swear, hundreds! Even more! Diving into a relationship is well and good but possibly the scariest thing. 

I absolutely hate hurting people, but sometimes I think I hurt myself more.

TGIF (tomorrow)!

Sometimes in the end it's good to just listen to Elton John's greatest hits and eat unhealthy foods.

*WANTED*

Hello my fellow readers! I am looking for models to help me create my portfolio for a little on the side photography business. If you model or believe this sounds like you, I am interested if you are!

Looking for: male(s)/female(s)
Other Requirements/information: All pictures will be posted on my facebook/blogspot page to announce my new projects. Of course since this litttle business of mine isn't exactly "big" and "booming" I won't be able to pay you for your modeling work.

Here are some pictures of my work (of course still in progress):
































Live in the Omaha/Lincoln, NE area?
Interested in your picture taken?
We can work out a price and such, but I'd love to, please send me an email:
lindsaylnl@hotmail.com

Thanks

Beginning Before Finishing

Summer is coming to a close.
School starts in a week from Wednesday.
It makes me hope I finished everything I wanted to accomplish.

I know in some areas I've matured- whether anyone notices or not, I notice. I lost some things, and I gained some things, but God is working out my life the way he wants it, and in the pain of my losses I find that what I gain is much more satisfying.